Its our first thanksgiving and I just want to take this time to share with you the things that I am so grateful for because of you. It will be selfish of me not to share it with you and i know its important for you to know as well. Even though we are no longer together I just want us to end things in a good term so we can both move on happily and grateful for the fact that we were able to get to know each other at one point.
I know we have so many things that we don't agree on but today its about thanksgiving so let me focus on that and to let you know the few of the many things that I am grateful for of knowing YOU.
1. Thank you for making things easier for me especially for being an outgoing person on the very first day. I still remember that first night when you run over toward me and welcome me like someone you know for a long time. 2. Thank you for being YOURSELF around me and not trying to impress me or anything. 3.Thank you for the many times you cooked me breakfast . No one ever do that for me so thank you! 4. Thank you for being such a fun person because I really enjoy it.
5. Thank you for always making me understand the things that I need to know in taking time to explain things. 6. Thank you for being patient with me countless times it means so much to me. 7. Thank you for coming with me to my first trip back to Hawaii to see my family and friends. 8. Thank you for holding my hands when we go out it makes me feel special. 9. Thank you for being humble meaning you always tried to understand me even though you don't have to especially when I'm just wrong hehe..
10. Thank you for making me laugh pretty much all the time with your craziness behavior. 11. Thank you for making me step out of my comfort zone with my very first halloween costume that you even provide for me. That was amazing and i had fun with it with my friends and I still can't believe I did wore that lol. 12. Thank you for making our bed when I have to rush to work. You're so responsible. 13. Thank you for spending several hours just to wait for me to get my anklet back on. 14. Thank you for making me seeing the side of things that I don't understand just because its not my culture. 15. Thank you for being there with me when I need you even though I know you want to be somewhere else but I really appreciate that.
16. Thank you for being such an amazing person that I learn so much from. 17. Thank you for always making me feel good even if I know that I messed up. 18. Thank you for driving me around just to get the right deodarant that I want. You're so sweet! 19. Thank you for teaching me how to skate even though Im a horrible skater lol 20. Thank you for making time for me regardless of how tired and busy you are. It means so much to me
There are more and more things that I want to say but its late and I don't want to take up your time. Just want to let you know that these are the little things that makes me so grateful to share something with you. Also I'll take this time to let you know its been wonderful getting to know you. we have a very unique kind of relationship but I'm in a stage where I want to be with someone who I can commit to and not worrying about anything else.
Someone that when he's with me he doesn't talk to any other women. It sound selfish i know lol. I understand you're still enjoying your life and I don't want to take that from you so enjoy your life and thank you so much for everything. Life is a blessing and I believe that people put in our lives for a reason. I know I told you to come with me but I can't keep doing that to myself and hope you understand.
I need to completely move on from you and the first step is to stop spending time with you otherwise I'll just go around in circle hurting myself over and over again just because we see a relationship in a different perspective. So hope you understand my decision and I wish you all the best in life may everything you want to accomplish will come true cause you deserve it :)
Happy thanksgiving Jerell!!
"To send a letter is a good way to go somewhere without moving anything but your heart" - Phyllis Theroux
"Letter writing is the only device for combining solitude with good company" - Lord Byron